diary of a kink alter
♡ venn/cherry/nil. 29. ey/he/they. ♡
♡ (or star/starself, rat/ratself or vi/vir/virself) ♡
♡ (i also use she/it in some kink contexts) ♡
i'm a kink alter in a system and an autonecrophile and a succubus kin and also insane. this is where i go to thrive off of being what i am.
♡ system host but not the "original" ♡
♡ kink/sexual alter ♡
♡ trauma/symptom holder ♡♡ disabled mentally ill autistic white aroace(-spec) polyam
mspec gay femme xenogender neutrois demiboy ♡♡ regardless of the apparent gender of any people used in my moodboards, my posts are usually assuming a gnc male/masculine non-binary perspective and a (non-binary) m/m relationship ♡
♡ anything tagged as "catgirlfriend" generally depicts a non-binary m/f relationship, unless the alter posting is vexxi or shockwave, in which case it's a sapphic relationship and may be tagged as such. ♡
♡ however, i do not have any gender-related dnis, and feel free to tag my posts however you like. ♡
kinks you can expect to find here include:♡ deathplay ♡
♡ feedism ♡
♡ clothes/crossdressing ♡
♡ intox/drugging ♡
♡ dumbification ♡
♡ bimbofication ♡
♡ petplay ♡
♡ violence/sadomasochism ♡
♡ cannibalism ♡
♡ somno ♡
♡ abuse ♡
tagging conventionsthis applies solely to original posts. reblogged text posts will have the tag "text" and the names of the subject of the kink i'm reblogging them for.♡ ".txt" - any post of mine ♡
♡ "kinkposting" - posts that are mostly about kink ♡
♡ "not kinkposting" - posts that are not about kink at all ♡
♡ "kink content" - anything i consider "content" ♡
♡ "asexual kink" - kink content that doesn't mention sex ♡
♡ "sxl kink" - for the deathplay posts that involve sex ♡
♡ "dark kink" - kinks that involve violence, pain, or conventionally unpleasant experiences ♡
♡ "soft kink" - lighter kinks with more conventionally pleasant themes ♡
♡ "kink moodboards" - moodboards ♡
♡ "alterposting: [name]" - whoever made a post will tag it with this ♡
♡ "my owner" - interactions with or posts about my best friend, boyfriend, and owner ♡
♡ "catgirlfriend" - posts about my girlfriend/kitty (i'm her owner) ♡to look for specific kinks on my blog, look for the tag "[thing] kink" (other than petplay, which is tagged "p3t play" to get around tumblr's filters)
my deathplay is sexual, but i don't write about the sex in a detailed way. none of my other kinks are sexual.tagging my posts properly is very important to me. if any of my kinks are things you're not into and i'm not tagging them adequately, please let me know.
if you want to do kink with me♡ the terms of my relationship allow me to engage in kink with other people (with the stipulation that i'm not doing petplay with anyone other than my owner), so if you think my stuff is hot and want to be kinky with me in my dm's, go ahead. ♡♡ even though i am a gay man, i am happy to do kink with people of any gender. ♡♡ i am preferentially a sub but can dom as well. ♡♡ please give some kind of introductory message before launching into kink with me and please be clear on your own boundaries. ♡♡ my style of "doing kink" over the internet consists less of roleplaying per se and more of mutual fantasization (i.e. talking about things i/we would like to do or experience). ♡♡ while deathplay is sexual for me, i'd prefer descriptions of sex with it be kept fairly vague (no more than mentioning specific acts). none of my other kinks are sexual at all, so please do not involve sex with them at all when engaging with me (although i do not mind if you are enjoying yourself in a sexual capacity). ♡♡ i am in a system and therefore my system members are subject to observe our kink activities. they will refrain from making comments or participating (unless you're into that, in which case please bring it up) ♡♡ i am a weed addict and am virtually always high, so assume that i am in this state of consciousness when interacting with me. i realize this may make some people uncomfortable so i'm laying it out there. ♡
disclaimers♡ the boyfriend/owner i talk about on this blog is a real person. no, he does not intend to actually kill me. yes, it is as into this as i am. ♡♡ my interest in deathplay stems from me being an autonecrophile, which i consider a paraphilia. this means i am a paraphile. i will assume, if you interact with me, that you know and are okay with this. ♡♡ as stated before, i am an addict. i am somewhat recovering but have no plans to stop using. please do not discourage my use nor my recovery. ♡♡ a lot of my kinks are actually coming from a dark place and i will talk about that here! ♡♡ additionally, i am mentally ill! and i will post about that too! ♡♡ i have two self-ships that i talk about here: one with norman bates (psycho 1960) which is semi-problematic (in that the relationship is healthy but we cope with incest and practice deathplay) and a fully-problematic incest self-ship with a character i don't publicly name but refer to as "z" and who is my cousin. ♡♡ my system is traumagenic but friendly to systems of all origins. ♡♡ my dni is minors, exclusionists, radqueers, anti-para, pro-contact pedophiles/zoophiles/supporters, anti-shippers, and pro-harassment. ♡
places i'm online♡ pinterest: lavendervanilladarjeeling ♡
♡ mastodon: @[email protected] ♡
♡ tumblr: vanillachaiwhiskey ♡
♡ shockwave's tumblr: bigcatbutch ♡
♡ en.pronouns.page: @vanillachai ♡
♡ check out my pride flag collection ♡